Unloveable.

It's amazing. As soon as I saw you, I needed to talk. It's like... I don't know. A strong, weird feeling. I thought, if I don't talk to you before I go, I'd be missing out on.. something.. important,
Beautiful.

Where are you?

Kh.

Globalization.

I can has monkey?

Swine Flu.

Not the greatest time in the world to feel ill.
I don't waaaant swine flu >.<
Maybe I'll just quarantine myself for a while..
Ughhhh, I just feel sick.

Nothing is real.

Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
Its getting hard to be someone, but it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me.

-

No one, I think, is in my tree
I mean, it must be high or low
That is, you cant, you know, tune in, but its alright
That is, I think its not too bad.

-

Always, no, sometimes, think its me
But, you know, I know when its a dream
I think, er, no, I mean, er, yes, but its all wrong
That is, I think I disagree.

-

Let me take you down, cause I'm going to
Strawberry fields
Nothing is real.

I love my friends XD

Communist.

I get home alone all weekend.
*sneaks out*

Hahahah.
I'm very much the most silly person.
I want to grab some Jones soda pop.
I'm hungry.
I'm socially bored.
My clothes are all dirty.
It's quiet.




Mom?

Dad?

F.

It's too hot.


Seriously.
I am not looking forward to summer if it's already this hot and muggy already.

n___n

Now that medicine's my art
Medicine is art
It toughens up default

I was never young.

When I was in 6th or 7th grade,
Or whenever the crap you turn eleven.

.. Fourth grade? I don't know, I'm not good at math.
But when I turned eleven,

I was literally devastated.

It might sound dumb, but I don't care.

I really really wanted Harry Potter and the wizard world to be real,
And I was just all day expecting to find a secret letter somewhere in my room, or something,
Like, telling me I was going to Hogwarts,
Or maybe a wizarding school in the United States.

Naturally, I didn't get one.
I half was like "Oh, of course not"

But really, I just wondered what was wrong with me that they didn't want me to go to their school?

That day at night I crawled under my desk and bawled for literally an hour.
Nobody knew I was under the desk, nobody knew I was crying.

Social Network.

I'm just going to delete my facebook.



"Every year we pass more laws,
hire more police, build more prisons,
and sentence more offenders
for longer periods
--all without moving one inch closer
to "ending" crime.
It didn't work last year
or the year before that
or the year before that
or the year before that,
but you can be sure
we'll try it again this year,
knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt
that it won't work this year either."

Nothing is quite as strange as having your relatives ask you about a religion you clearly don't follow but they assume you do.. XD

Soo awkward,
Don't enjoy having their opinions on me radically change,

*dances around topic for another year*

P.

Have fun at proooooooooooooooooom!
It's such a fantastic day,
Hope everything goes well,
I think everyday should be this lovely.

Welcome to the subculture!

Happy Birthday Dad.

Hahah n__n

Accurate.

The actual picture taken at the show XD
The infamous.
The epic.
The fantastic.
The totally jokes show.

All mine!

Never mind you always.

I can't help it if I talk weird English.
It's all in my head making sense.

I was dumb, Now I'm jokes.

I have # in my room.

1. Bed.

2. Musical Instruments.

3. Pictures painted by my sister.

4. Dream catchers.

5. Fake flowers.

6. Candles.

7. Buddha figures.

8. Black and White photos displayed.

9. Box Faces.

10. Darren Shan books.






10 +

+I like buying black and white old pictures of people I don't know and have never met.
+I like people who care about animals.
+I like going to school sometimes.
+I like coming home to see my dog waiting for me and just laying in the grass with him for a while.
+I like when it rains to go in my backyard and pretend like I'm on an adventure.
+I like mentally reliving my favorite memories in my mind.
+I like singing along to songs I know the words so really passionately.
+I like eating Nestle's Bunch a Crunch anytime I watch a movie.
+I like laughing with my best friends.
+I like when my cat hops in my bed at night and falls alseep with me.
+I like sleeping in my room with my shades open and my window cracked so its cold and I can see the stars.
+I like the feeling of finishing a really good book or video game.
+I like renting obscure movies.
+I like boys that smile at me.
+I like people who aren't of recent european decent.
+I like running distance.
+I like knowing I'm not as vain as some people.
+I like having really great dreams.
+I like laughing out loud when I'm alone, because then I know its truly funny.
+I like people who are willing to deviate.
+I like talent that I don't have.
+I like finding new music that I love.
+I like people who stand up for what they think is right.
+I like people who tell me things because I know they trust me.
+I like how my rooms smells like Valencia Orange.
+I like making great Futurama/Harry Potter/Kingdom Hearts references, even if nobody else gets them.
+I like trying new foods and liking them.
+I like the things that I like, but I love everything.

J.

"I almost killed several people one time.. Well, the potential was there." -My dad.

Um... dad?
Hahaha.

Mates of State.

Front row!
Best show ever!
This isn't an accurate picture of the concert because this is someone else's photo..
But om nom nom
It was so good!
Hahaha, I just love them.

Freddieeee!

So adorable.
We are getting married.

S.

What a cruel reminder.

Nevermind, I don't feel like talking about it anymore.

Twice.

I compulsively lie.
But I always am honest.

La Musgaña!

I've finally found you!

Hooray for book reading!

What?

Lavgine,,

Hey hey
You you
I don't
Like your
Boyfriend!

Wow, seriously?

My life is epically hilarious when watching these.

On the bright side..

On the bright side, Brotherhood 2.0 is going well, and is the only thing keeping me awake during the day.

Amazing how something can lead to something can lead to something new :]

D.

What's worse?

Bringing up and saying something to somebody who constantly dismisses your pleas and almost certainly won't listen anyways, or at least will be guaranteed to not follow through with a promise..

Or holding it inside still and just silently let it kill you slowly like you have been doing for your entire thinking life?



Each suck and have tragic downfalls.
The situation is not in my favor either way.

Postsecret.

I love postsecret sundays,
I'm dying for the next book.

vlogbrothers

So, i've started the daunting task of watching the Brotherhood 2.0
With Hank and John Green.
Consisting of 400+ videos..
I might and probably will die,

But they're really good right now.
I'd say it's worth it to watch it to the end,
I laughed really hard XD

Crisis Core y ect.

My life is chalked full of games I play all the way to the end, can't beat the final boss on the first couple of tries, and then stop playing the game for months at a time.

I need to stop doing that.

Movies and Bunchacrunch.

I watched a movie today that vaguely reminded me of my life,
Except I know it wont end the same,
Which is mildly sad.

I don't know.
I don't really care either.
Maybe.

Yummiyumyum.

I imagine I will see you there,
Can't you hear the laughter in the air?

Hurray for Color Film!

Do you believe in a spirt?

I said no, but maybe I do.
Not a spirit so much as an essence,
Like the essence of life.
I believe in the spirit of life and living.

I don't know if that counts as the same thing.
But I definitely think we all have an essence to us.
Living things, that is.